Over emotional

Alexandria
I am currently 40+2 and broke down at the Doctor today because I am ready to have the baby. I wanted them to tell me news that I was going to be induced or the baby was coming and they had nothing for me but to come back in two days to check the fluids and nst again. I have literally cried everytime I remembered I was pregnant today and even had a panic attack driving home. Has anyone else had this?