Well it hit me today..

Jasmine
My husband and I just got all moved into our new house. When we picked it out we had children in mind. The backyard is huge, there are tons of kids, there's plenty of bedrooms. I  was hopeful that we would be pregnant by now and that I could be excited to use one of our extra rooms as a nursery. Today I came home and my husband had added desks and computers to the room. It now has a large book shelf in it and the closet is full of storage. My heart sank. It may sound silly but after over a year of trying and using clomid for 4 months and seeing specialist after specialist, I guess I'm just extra heartbroken that this really might never happen for us...