40 week appointment

Kaycee
I'll be 40 weeks tomorrow. The big due date has arrived. Never thought I'd see the day with being high risk and all. Well I just left my appointment and my blood pressure is usually 118/70 today it was 144/86. Said they'd check it again before I left. Never did. My dr came in tried to check my cervix and said she couldn't because it's "too high" so now I don't even know if I'm dilated or not. Then she had me go to an ultrasound to check baby's position -head down great fluid level chewing on her umbilical cord. I told my dr what the ultrasound tech said and she said okay come back in a week. Never asked if I had any questions just walked away. I wanted to cry. I'm not one to question authority or voice my opinion or confront anyone. But I am so fed up. Last week she said she'd do what she can to get things moving and she just walked away from me. Sorry I just wanted to vent because this is so frustrating. I just want my baby.