I Must Be an Awful Friend

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I'm the kind of friend where, I need proof of you "loving" me or "caring" for me. I'm the friend that gets pissed when you call me your best friend, but never post a pic of me on your snap with you or your Instagram. I'm the friend that gets pissed when you don't talk to me for more than a month. I'm the friend that needs space every now and then, but absolutely loves you to death and expects the same. And I am the friend where I don't care what your excuses are, you make time for what's important. Maybe I'm not friend material. But I can't take feeling like I don't have any true friends.