Just gotta get this out

A month ago yesterday (8/2 is when it happened) was the day we found out our baby no longer had a heartbeat. I was 9w6d at the time. Heartbeat ended on 9w3d. Went to the doctor on the 19th. Very little tissue remained after taking misoprostol vaginally on the 4th. Fairly certain the remaining tissue passed on the 20th. HCG was at 101. She wanted me to come in this past week but I haven't been able to due to work schedule so I will go next week. We are able to TTC as soon as I cycle normal. I have seen very very faint pink 3 separate times. I would get so excited then so disappointed when nothing came of it. I know that's backwards but I want a normal cycle so I can move on.

It has been so hard these past couple of days because it seems like everyone is announcing pregnancies on FB. I am over the moon for all of them, though it hurts deep inside.

The photo is of our ultrasound; the day we found out. ❤ As well as the beautiful locket I ordered.