confused need help

So I'm so confused right know idk what to do 😞 so I have been with my bf for 1 year and a half and I'm seen so much I don't like about him like I have notice he lies about stuff and idk why he didn't tell me stuff or why he has to lie about like he had so much mess in his car and with big bags full of trash inside is car and yesterday I told him finally you cleaned your car and he said yes babe and I told him where did you take the trash and he said "oh you know one of those stores " so I didn't say anything about it then in the night me and him were having sex and he said Ima get in the shower fast while you change and I said okay so while I notice I saw this big black back full of trash but at first I said maybe it's cloth he don't need but when I check it was trash it was the same trash he had on his car so I mean why would he lie about that why is he not telling me stuff ? Also he got a credit card and he didn't tell me anything about like when he would tell me before stuff and he used to have me on his ig on his bio and not no more only fb says we r in a relationship and today I up loaded a picture of me and him and I tagged him and he didn't even like the pic and he hide it from his timeline like what is wrong I feel like he's hiding something I wanna break up with him bcuz I have trust Issues I have told him I'm done with him but he don't wanna let me go he brings up the baby we had together but sadly I had a misscariage and he brings up the baby when I break up with him I need help what do I do 😞I love him and everything I wanna be with him but every time I talk to him about this he just say baby I do love  you and blah blah. Blah blah idk what to do