Husband too shy!

I'm not on BC so I told my husband to buy some because it's been weeks we have waited to have sex (I gave birth over a month ago) and the man is too shy to buy them. I've practically been under house arrest with a toddler and a newborn it's been really hard for me to even leave the house yet he goes to work 6 days a week right next to a local supermarket and he keeps making excuses. Last night I asked him if he got them and he said no he 'forgot' then later said it's embarrassing to buy them. So I said to him fine, guess I'll just be having to wait another month... And he has the nerve to say "we can just do anal" 

ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS MAN!?

Yes, okay maybe my hormones are a little out of whack but come the fuck on... To me that seems like a pretty selfish thing to say. God damm I've told him so many times that anal isn't pleasurable to me and I only do it for his own pleasure but because his so embarrassed to buy some bloody condoms he acts like "oh na it's cool we will just have anal sex from now on".. Personally anal sex isn't very intimate for me... No emotion jusy sex when we have anal and makes me feel used I've told him this so many times. Yet he can't watch the kids so I can get them because his "too busy" 

I'm sorry needed to let it out!!