conflicted!!!

Heather • 💙Otto Wayne 9/7/18 💙💚Owen David 5/22/20💚
I know I just posted not too long ago about giving up, I haven't really.... Iv just been very discouraged lately but I'm really hoping that this month is finally it... No signs yet just hope...
Recently I had surgery to help the process along. I'm just tired of doctors and tests and everything taking sooo long. Everything is a waiting game and I'm tired of waiting :( 
Regardless I'm going to chug along and keep hoping and praying. Ugh...