Finally out of my slump!

After three years i finally seem to be coming out of my slump! Enjoying life and visiting friends, got my tattoo done finally, wearing makeup and clothing again, spending time playing with my children, and finally enjoying my husband again!!!

I feel great... Me and my husband have 2 wonderful children age 3 and 5 months, dont get me wrong i do love my kids very much, both were planned but no matter how hard iv tried i couldnt help but feel like that was my only life, sitting at home cleaning and feeding kids all day. My husband would come home from work and i would yell at him in jealousy when he would tell me about his buddies from work, and there was to much tension between us our sex life withered down to once a month if that. Im not sure what changed but i woke up one morning and told myself enough was enough, im a mom yes, im a wife yes, but im also a human being. So i got a part time job from home to make a little extra cash, i got a tattoo, changed my hair, bought myself some new clothes and makeup. This was my change to start being me again! Me and my husband flirt like we did 6 years ago when we met, and (sorry for the details**) had enjoyable sex in every room of the house 😂. I paid a sitter for 2 hours while i went out and had coffee with an old friend down the street. I feel like i can actually enjoy my life again!

Sorry if i sound like im gloating, im just very happy to feel like me again!