So this happened to me yesterday...
I grew up as a Christian. I am now 27 years old. Last time I went to church was before I got my first job at 17 years old, because I have to work on Sunday's. I have always struggled with having faith and seeing things the way that Christians do, but I have always believed in God and Jesus. Part of my issue was that I never felt a connection with God, even when I occasionally prayed.
So yesterday afternoon while I was driving to the gym, I turned down my radio and just started talking to God. I don't know how to pray at all, but I geniuely tried. By the time I got to the gym, I stayed in my car for another 15 minutes parked there just talking to God. Apologizing for my sins, asking him to guide me and my family through life. I have issues with my mother (she's homeless at the moment) and she is the only reason why I believe in God. She's homeless right now because of circumstances, not anything else. My husband and I's life is on hold right now as we wait for an approval for his visa. We can't get a house, he can't get a drivers license... Nothing. The result of my mom becoming homeless is how I met my husband. We lost our house due to her crazy ex, and I moved in with my grandmother. He was her neighbor. He is so caring toward everyone he meets and has so much love in his heart. We all have our problems, but for the first time ever.... While I was praying to god... I bawled my eyes out. I couldn't control myself. I felt like yesterday was probably the first time I EVER felt any kind of emotion with God and I surely hope so. I am now motivated to talk to him more.
So when I was done praying to God, talking to him in the parking lot for like 15 mins, I turned up the radio and the first words that came out of the speaker were 'God blessed the broken road, that led me straight to you'
(It's a song) Was that a coincidence? Lol... It really just made me lose it at that point... Again... Lol...
And I'd love to hear anyone's thoughts on this. Thanks!
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