Im due September 20th . Im 18 and this is my first baby . The closer i get to my due date the more my anxiety kicks in . Ive suffered severe anxiety my whole life and im stressing out and scared to death about giving birth . Im so excited to be a mom and to meet my baby girl , i love her with all my heart already . And im trying not to worry but my anxiety literally takes over so bad . And constantly has me over thinking about what could happen and i cant control it . I dont take meds anymore i stopped way before i was pregnant because i learned how to cope and control my anxiety by going to counseling and such but once i got pregnant everything changed and once again i was back having full blown anxiety.. im kinda just venting right now i have no one to talk to about this so this is the first ive let it out in any sort of way . I guess what im getting at is im just scared shitless and i know i shouldnt be .. and my anxiety is taking a huge toll on me .