I'm broken.

Mrs.🅱️ • Mama 👦🏼 • 👼🏼 • 👼🏼 • TTC 🌈
Seriously, there's just something wrong with my body. It won't cooperate. After finally getting put on clomid and the trigger, I'm 10 DPO/12 days post trigger and I started bleeding. Af is on her way and I'm just so heartbroken. I don't get it. I hate this, I hate getting my hopes up even a little bit and having them come crashing down. My dad died 6 weeks ago and I just wanted this so much for our family--to help bring some happiness. I'm just....so, devastated. 
Sorry for the rant.