Love sucks

It was a really ruff week in the love department. Since March i was hopelessly in love with the most amazing guy. Of course we were only fuck buddy's and kept it all a secret. He was the first guy I was ever naked with, and the first time I had done anything but kiss. We were going planning to loose out virginity to each Other but somthing happened and he completely dumped me. He was my best friend before my fuckbuddy and now he cut me off. All summer I taught myself to forget him and move on. But school started 2 days ago and he has a new girlfriend. They've been fucking since the first date. She's small and skinny and blonde the opposite of me. And he's been telling people what we did. I feel so alone no one understands how much it hurts.😞