Getting excited but nervous

Melissa

30 weeks & 2 days now. ^_^ Getting excited of course but also nervous and anxious. Been having contractions that they have had to stop and doctor told us to be prepared for an earlier delivery because of my history and how things are going this time around. Plus lately I'm feeling more like "it's about time be ready!"

And so far we literally have Nothing for baby yet besides a couple outfits. Baby shower is set for October 8th. (Nothing big just a online baby shower since family and friends are so far away.) Just hoping I make it till then so we can have some stuff for him ready. Really on the fence on weather or not to get some stuff myself before the shower. Anxiety seems to be so high lately trying & wanting to get things ready.