Monthly struggle

Trying to conceive can be a lonely journey. The monthly struggle of hoping that my period doesn't start. Trying to brace myself and prepare myself in case it does. Trying hard not to be too emotional.

And unless you've been on this journey or are currently on it. There is no understanding it. People who aren't trying or who have never lost baby or just conceive when they want always want to give you advice. So I'm just out here. Trying to vent about this day of waiting for my period and hoping that it won't come. These days are the worst. How do you not think about it unless you've made peace with it.