4+5 symptom obsessed

Sarah
I am 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant with our first! I can't stop obsessing about being so early on and what's happening in there... I've been taking tests everyday and today's from yesterday didn't seem to get any darker.. I'm getting my blood drawn for the second time tomorrow to ensure hCG is going up but today my breasts aren't even sore anymore! No cramping and no blood... Still just so uneasy! Ugh it's going to be such a long journey to 12 weeks, God willing our little bean gets there! How do you guys stop obsessing?! How do you get through your first 12 weeks and keep your sanity?