I think I'm done.

We've been ttc for a year now and no luck. The struggle has been real. So many ups and downs. I've been on clomid/estradiol/prometrium for 5 months and all that I accomplished was major weight gain. I feel like I've wasted this past year stressing and peeing on sticks. I think I'm done. Done with the drugs. Done with the temps. Done with peeing on sticks. I wanted this so badly that every month AF showed up I cried. Now I feel peace with the thought of tapping out.