anyone else??

I was pregnant with my second child, only 6 weeks along when I started to bleed. As soon as I got home I retested and it was negative. I'm absolutely heart broken, I'm 38 and scared shitless that I won't be able to conceive again or carry to term. I know this is natures way of taking care of any issues but it's just so unfair. It makes me so grateful for my little boy and I can't stop loving on him. It feels so shitty that it just has to get better right?