just venting

Sometimes I just wanna end everything
•my "friends" are fake 
•I think my boyfriend wants to break up
•my mother rubs her dominance in my face
•I have nowhere else to live 
•nobody cares for me
I just wanna be left alone and things have just been getting worse and worse for the past 19 years of my life I honestly can't look back and think of a time when I was happy I know people say if you're not happy change something but it's like I can't I'm stuck here and the worst part is I'm alone in this no support or anything
My parents can't recognize when I'm depressed and always think I have an attitude 
I'm done 
I give up trying to be happy... That's no longer an emotion I'm capable of having