Angry !!

I just get so frustrated with him . He is 42 plays war of warcraft all fucking day!!! like hes 16!!!! Then when i need some help i have to wait 3 more hours just for him to get off to do some thing with attitude and he half ass does everything.!! Maybe i wouldn't care so much if he actually worked other the eat,sleep and play all day. I get so angry somedays i am happy we havent had a kid. Then i feel super guilty about thinking that.....