I feel so broken. I had an early miscarriage in early 2014 and have not been able to conceive since. The nurse told me that it was due to my hormones being imbalanced. Every month is agony and I'm struggling to cope. I had the implant for 2 years before I got pregnant and I'm starting to wonder if it left any lasting effects on my body. The only thing that I ever wanted was children of my own and for some crewel reason 4 of my family members are expecting and I have to go to baby showers and watch their bellies grow. I've become obsessed with getting pregnant, it's constantly on my mind but it just isn't happening. 💔 😢