should I have married him

Sometimes I question myself on if I should have married my husband. We have been together for 4 years and married almost 4 months and it's almost like I don't even care anymore. He makes me happy sometimes but most of the time I wish he would just leave me alone he's started treating me the way his dad treats his mom which in my standards is not a way to treat the woman you love. Constantly telling me I'm not allowed to work and that I have no say in what he does with "his" money hell we had to have a family member pay our last months rent cause he didn't save "his" money for rent and now we are faced with the same fear of being evicted again because rent is due on the first and we have no money. Idk anymore I wish I could go back in time and change things😕 We hardly have sex as much anymore because I don't want to he dosnt show me any kind of affection other then trying to shove his damn fingers up my vagina every time I walk past him it's like damn is all you want is sex you can't love on me or hold me or even make me feel beautiful but you can shove your finger in me when you want to!!!