My husband and I will be celebrating our first anniversary in two weeks we've been trying get pregnant for a few years. I'm starting to lose faith and hope. Facebook and being out in public and seeing people announcing pregnancy is starting to get depressing. I know it bothers him a lot more than he shows. He is very strong but I can't seem to handle my emotions when it comes to the subject, friends and family ask the "when can we expect babies?" Question I want to tell them so bad but maybe it's a small strand of hope left that won't let me. It's very frustrating, because we want a bigger family and it's just doesn't look good.