I think my boyfriend raped me..
The other night my boyfriend and I were super stoned, he came over that night to stay. As soon as I hit the bed, I started falling asleep - I was literally in a state where I was so tired and so close to being asleep that I couldn't move or speak or anything.
Anyway, my boyfriend like nudged me after a bit but I was literally unable to react. I assume he thought I was sleeping. Note: I had originally started falling asleep with my hand really close to his dick (and we sleep naked)... Anyway I assumed since he thought I was asleep, he would just go to sleep but instead he started touching my vagina and fingering me and next thing I knew he was on top of me and fucking me... It really hurt, he was going hard. Then he came inside me. I'm on the pill but still.
At that point I wanted to say something but 1. I couldn't really say anything cause I was on the verge of greening out
2. I was so shocked that he would even think of doing anything like this to me that I didn't know what to say if I were to say anything
My boyfriend is usually the most caring guy in the world, he loves me very much but I can't help to think that this isn't the first time he's done this or the first time he's even thought about it.. This was probably actually over a week ago now, possibly even two but now I'm really uncomfortable about having sex with him - somewhat scared but every time I want to talk to him and confront him about it I just freeze.
What should I do?
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