im crying so hard

Ok guys im seriously so upset rn. I keep stalking this guy im starting to date's ex gf and i feel like she was probably his bff and super goofy and funny. Ik i got her beat in the looks department but this guy is super into personality and i am too nervous and shy to let my wall down and be goofy and im just so scared hes going to miss his ex. I legit cant stop crying ):