Feeling depressed

I don't have a license or car or a home. I don't have friends or family. I am in pain, my ex he abandoned me and my baby. I moved in with my parents and stay in a room all day and the only time I go out is if my mom asked. She has been very short with me. Implying that I move out look for government aid. Government daycare, housing and benefits. Or to apply for money and give it to her.

She is working a part time job. My dad is unemployed. I had wic and I would let them have my food milk, peanut butter, eggs.

I don't occupy to much or ask for much I'm pretty much just lonely and wish I had some one who cared about me.

It's hard

How do you single mom's do it, I hate getting treated so bad because of my situation.

Even my dad gives me side glances. I just don't know, a woman pastor told me the same that my parents are doing to much. I should apply for aid and live on my own but I hate being alone how do you guys do it