After 3 years of ttc and a miscarriage my husband and I adopted a 3 year old about a year ago. She is the light of our life and I love her more than anything on this earth. Well she has been begging for a baby sister got a long time! We are very honest with her and she knew we were going to the doctor to try. Well recently we decided we were done trying for a while. I know in my gut that the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> cycles aren't going to work and we can't afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> just yet. We told or daughter that we would not be having a baby. She is completely crushed and today I walked in to find her staying this sun family portrait.

I'm so heart broken, no just for me but for her. I want to give her someone to play with. I don't want her to be sad and lonely. She has a biological brother that she gets to see but it's not very often. She even drew him in the picture and said we are all sad because we aren't getting a baby girl :( my heart is so broken over all of this. I guess I just needed to vent.