dear soon to be ex xxxxUPDATE!

I love how I can still make you fall asleep with a back rub and give you goosebumps  ❤️ please never forget about the amazing adventures, days and nights we had together. I love you so much and I will never stop loving you. I know it wasn't the best 2 years but I would go back and do it all over again. Just to be besides you being able to just kiss you and hear your heartbeat and say I love you. I'll miss the way you smelt after a long day at work and the couple times I smelt your pits and how I got so used to that smell. Or touching your butt, or playing with your fluffy hair, or playing with your stinky feet haha I still don't know how they were so soft. Or you kissing me with stinky breath and then saying you didn't care about my breath. Or when I was sick or hurting you did everything in your power to make sure I got better. I'll definitely miss that cute little smirk you got when you told a lie or got nervous. Your oh so handsome smile and all your imperfections were just so perfect to me. Everything about you to me was just so handsome and I love every bit of you. I'm sorry i stopped fighting for us. I know I could have tried harder. Start one less argument and maybe we could've been just okay and I would've been okay with it. Just know you still gave me butterflies to this day when your lips touched mine ❤️ I love you so much and I wish you the best & just know that if you ever need anything I'll be here for you , if you wanna just leave town there always be room for you, I promise. Don't forget about me please and don't stop talking to me. I want you in my life, even if it's just friends for now . I'll remember we kissed on that pinky promise so I'll be waiting for 25 ❤️