I'm in week31 and i feel like I'm not good emotionally. Suddenly i think my husband will die and feel lonely. Not sure what's the underlying cause is it hormones again? 

Also, i will give birth alone since me and my husband are living in another country and i guess that is affecting me in a way that i feel lonely and out of reach. Therefore, Wondering if i can find someone to help me with cooking and cleaning the house on a daily basis after delivery. Does serves like that even exist in canada? It does in my original country but not sure if so here.

Let me know please i'm freaking out of giving birth alone without my family support :(