Am i right to be upset?

So I work overnights and spend little time with my fiance cause of our work schedules. I wake up around 4pm to take him to work so this is the time of the day we get to conversate and catch up a little.. Since we haven't talked and I miss him, I wanted to talk to him and tell him about my night at work. He was watching netflix while I was talking and he got pissed off from me talking I guess and annoyingly paused the tv. Like he didn't want to hear me. I was like, fucking never mind and started crying. he does this to me every time I want to talk to him. He's always playing a game or watching something while we are both awake so pretty much every time I talk to him his attention is on something else. I mean I sit there and listen to him completely about his day at work, about whatever he wants to talk about. I put my full attention on him and respond. But he just gets annoyed with me, pauses the tv and doesn't even listen he just says 'oh ' and OK.. It's not fair that he gets to talk to me and get full attention and no bitchyness and I don't. So I was talking about my night at work, he annoyingly paused the tv. And i was just like fucking nevermind and laid down facing away from him crying. He then called me a bitch and said he was only joking. Then later He said i dont kmow why you cried over a joke. I said its not a joke, you do it every time i talk to you. You get annoyed. Youre just saying it was a joke to save your ass and make me feel like im crazy. Its just not right. Im really hurt. :/