Just Tired of Being Here.

Asia
I'm tired of belonging to this group. Not in a negative way cause you guys helped me mourn. But I wanna belong to the BFP group or the First Time Mommies group or something. I feel like my life stopped after losing my son. And I've been trying for the past 7months for my Rainbow but nothing is working. I'm just SO. DAMN. TIRED. OK end of my rant.