What to do 😭😭😭

Mache
Who would have ever thought you would leave me?? Me and my S/O have been together for 8 years and I was completely committed to him and our relationship even though he wasnt. Throughout that time he's been unfaithful numerous times and has also lied about everything he could think of and even with all of that going on I still held him and our relationship down no matter what. And now he's gone even though all of our problems came from him he's found a way to make it my fault and I really feel like shit. We don't have any children at all and here I was planning to have kids and get married to someone who I thought loved me. We've been separated for a few months now and I'm thinking is it even worth trying to save it anymore oh yea when I mean he left me he actually went to another state 6 hours away