As a child I was discriminated against.

I remember in class we were asked to sound things out first grade, we all stood up and one by one we would say how we think a word is spelled she asked me how to spell of I said ov , she was so furious yelled at the class said we aren't learning she asked me to spell off I said of or ov and she was so angry.

I remember small things but every day it was something I did wrong this was like child abuse from a teacher, I remember there was a know it all girl she was the same race as the teacher, come to find out the girl knew all the answers because she was held back the previous year.

But I was singled out, I don't understand racist teachers, if you hate a race for certain stereotypes what better role model than a teacher to shape the race you "dislike" to instill a better idea to there lives. A child is innocent, I don't know why I go to school and you look at me mean, you tell my mom I have adhd or autism and you have no medical knowledge. I'm just laying in bed thinking about abuse where it starts, I just hate it, I have such a big heart, I always smile treat people nice and people think it's ok to bully nice people. You know that "resting bitch face" if more people would actually say good morning, afternoon, hi, please, thank you or something positive then I feel like there would be less people walking around like zombies looking at there cell phone. I wish people would treat each other better.

I am here as an adult and it still kills me when a stranger yells at me or talks down to me. It's like why do I have to change my personality to be tough to fight back at you, I just am emotional and I want the violence to stop