8w ultrasound... No heartbeat.

Jocelyn • Wife 💑 Mommy 👼👼👼🤱🏼 Life is sweet!
The baby had grown, but there was no heartbeat. 
My doctor started talking about deciding between a D&C or miscarrying naturally...I said I wanted to try the progesterone for one more week and check back.
I feel so lame. I know it's over. I just can't give it up...
I don't think I can go through this again and come out the other side. This is my third miscarriage this year. 
I'm so angry. I can't even envision my baby anymore. 
I'm losing hope.