Gender reveal😍☺

Ba
I have my gender scan today! But the party is on Friday 😊😣 all along I've had a "feeling" its a girl. From the 3 dreams I've had that all have been girl's, high HB all the time and many old wives tails. But this week it just hit me I'm having a boy. I know I haven't had my scan done yet but i feel like a jerk for being disappointed because I think its a boy. Anyone else going threw this?