I made a big mistake today after I got out of the shower. I'm two weeks postpartum and I decided I should check out the damage down there. I am literally so mad at myself for looking and so disgusted with how things are healing. I am almost completely certain I have some sort of prolapse going on down there. Wishful thinking tells me it's just swollen and will go away in the remaining weeks but it's probably just that, wishful thinking...