trying again after a miscarriage

I recently just had a miscarriage at the beginning of August and was completely devestated, so devastated that my boyfriend decided the next day we were going to buy a cruise lol. He told me it was for my birthday coming up but I know it was just a way to help make me feel better and take my mind of off things. Well anyways, I leave for my cruise on the 30th and when we come back we are going to start trying for our rainbow baby and I can't wait for her/him to be here❤️