No negative comments please. Over a year ago (July 2015) I had an abortion (I have my reasons as to why I did it. It wasn't because I just simply "didn't want it"... there's a lot to the story) I'm still greiving HORRIBLY about it. I cry about it all the time still. Has anyone else here had an abortion and have any advice of how to get through this? It's hard to open up to anyone about it because it's such a controversial subject. I've had people say extremely hurtful things to me about it so I'm scared to even talk to anyone about it at all. It is literally consuming my life. To top it off the father of the child who is also my boyfriend (probably soon to be ex boyfriend) calls me a "baby killer" even though he said he would be by my side no matter what. I regret having the abortion I feel bad for what I've done but at the same time I know it was best. Even though I know it was best, I can't seem to move on.