So my wedding is this Saturday. There is still so much left to do, meet with the cake guy, the DJ, last venue payment, pick my dad up from the airport almost 2 hours away, honestly the list is going on. To add to it, I have 150 wedding favors that need to be folded, stuffed with Jordan almonds and tied with a bow. I have 6 bridesmaids and not one of them can help with anything for the wedding. Not one. I just finished putting a lot of thought and money into my thank you gifts for my bridesmaids and last night I was thinking, why am I getting them anything at all? This whole time no one has asked me if I need help with anything and when I do ask I end up feeling stupid and doing it myself. When I send a message in our group chat no one replies even when it's a question, if I call I get short answers or  "did you try looking on google for ideas?" Well gee... I haven't thought of that... thanks! I'm done with these bitches and I don't know if they ever really were my friends. Plus to top it off, when I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago I immediately called my "best friend" to tell her and her response was "ok" like fuck never mind, pretend I didn't call you cuz I feel stupid. Needless to say I'm taking the gifts back, I had some fun ideas for our hotel the night before the wedding and I was going to get an awesome dinner for everyone, but now I'm not doing shit for them. It's too late to kick them out so I'll just bite my tongue and drift apart from them in the end. Sorry for the rant but it's not like I can post this to Facebook