Sooo Alone & Embarrassed 😔

I'm 14 weeks pregnant; may as well say 15, & yesterday my child's father decided he wanted to start drama out of the blue saying he didn't want a child with me. Then proceeded to say I should have an abortion, he would even sell some of his stuff. He's 31 & I'm 24. I came back to my parent's house yesterday to avoid a potential fight or further escalate the situation. Today he deposited over $500 into my account. I'm so frustrated & upset, & it came as such a surprise. I don't know what to do, & I've been an emotional wreck. My parents don't really want me back home because they're religious, & I'm pregnant w/o being married. My job is stressing me out. I don't really have anyone to talk to....I'm easy to get depressed, & now is a very bad time to be. I've had multiple miscarriages for this guy, & he tried over a year to get me pregnant again. I'm sorry, I just needed to vent.