third angel

I had a feeling I was pregnant but as I've miscarried twice before, one at 5w3d and one at 11w5d, I wanted to wait a little before I tested. I broke down and tested yesterday and got a fast dark BFP. This morning at exactly 6 weeks I was spotting. The doctor saw the sac on ultrasound but said it was small and that my cervix was partially open so it didn't look good. Now im home, passing large clots with horrible cramps.  I can't believe this is happening again. I'm devestated 😢