feel like I'm my own worst enemy!!

💗love my girls❤️
Seriously feel shit!!! Had to have d&c 4 weeks ago and the waiting for the period or pos pregnancy test is killing me!! Some people have said its been 8-12 weeks before there period showed and some say they got pregnant straight after d&c!!! I wish there was a way or a test or a sign that I could just know now!!! Fed up of opks and wasted pregnancy tests!! 😢😢😢 sorry just needed to vent!!