molestation dream.. 😔

My whole life something creepy has always happened. When I was a few months old, yes a baby, my dad was holding me. My uncle rubbed my legs saying he can't wait to see them in a pair of shorts when I turn 16. I know this because my mom said it happened, and my dad said that my uncle said it too. When I was around 7th grade, one of my dads drunk friends slapped my ass. When I was 16 my dads other friend asked if he could eat me out, and pay me for it. His other friend who helped us move, I was either 15/16 and he would always talk about me masturbating, for example my younger brothers had the play plastic nunchucks on the floor, and said that it has "ridges for extra pleasure."  He talked about my panties being wet, saying that his sons could have sex with me, and picked up one of my bras talking about all the padding since it was a push up bra, then said "maybe your pants have passing to that's why your bottom is so big" my neighbor used to be so innocent. A person with a wonderful wife and daughter, and he attended church. He once asked if I wanted to see his favorite porn site, and said he guesses the size of my breasts are C. He asked how I mastubrate, because that'd help him learn new ways to. Which makes no sense. I was 16. My mom left my dad. She found pictures on my dads phone of a 16 year old girl in the bathtub. It was my aunts friend. They're now 26. (So I was young when it happened) he said he saved it to show my mom. My dad has said himself, you can't tell the difference between a 13 year old girl and a 20 year old woman, because in his own words "some girls in highschool look good as fuck." My dad tells me he can tell when I gain or lose weight, in my butt. Earlier I woke up from a dream that he touched my vagina, on the livingroom couch. I know it was just a dream. But it's really odd and freaking me out. In my older house which was not the one I moved from last year, but the one before that, I remember having a dream too. I had to have been whatever age you are in 5th grade or younger. Because I remember having the dream in that house. It was him laying his legs on me scooting with his pants and underwear down, naked. Not anything super vivid. That's all I remember. I don't know what to think about this, I believe I've only had these two odd dreams with it occurring my dad. I don't know what to make of it. Anyone have any reasons why I might be having these? Could it be past things with the other creepy men in his life? And the things that have been said to me?