Just want to say I'm sad

My husbands at work and I don't want to talk to my friends about this but I'm sad. And I just need someone to chat with who's going through the same thing (aka many of you) I know it's not long compared to many people but been trying for 6 months and I'm 3 days late and only getting negative tests. I was born to me a mother. I love kids. Work with them. All my friends have multiple children. Literally not one of them has only one. One of them has 4 already. My in laws are desperate for a grandchild. And I think getting a late period is just cruel. Just let me either bleed on time or get pregnant. It's such a tease to be late. And I'm just sad. That's all. But then I feel stupid for feeling sad. People are trying for years. People are dying. And people have real problems and I don't. My life is fantastic really. I'm sorry this is basically just a diary entry haha. I dunno... just wanted to vent I guess.