It wasn't out of frustration at how long I've been TTC, jealousy of all the pregnant ladies in my life, fear that there's something wrong...In fact I wasn't even thinking about my own TTC experience at that second, I was just looking at the sizes. I think the baby stuff subconciously triggered just the general thought of hopefully having a baby of my own and caused me to start crying out of pure random emotion without me even fully thinking about it. 

Now I'm trying to get a grip and still picking out diapers and also trying to peek at the cute baby a dad is holding nearby without the couple seeing that I'm crying (cuz a mini break down's not gonna stop me from peeking at a cute baby nearby)

TTC is a weeirdd journey.