My baby fell off of our bed this morning , he fell onto carpet . And I was by myself when this happened at 4:30 this morning . I was asleep and heard him crying and found him on the floor . I started panicking and checking him all over to make sure he had no bumps or bruises . Needless to say I felt like the most horrible person on earth . Then my husband tells me to take him to the hospital and I do , they check him and he's perfectly normal . My husband comes to get us from the hospital (he was at work over an hour away ) he doesn't speak to me , then when we get home he takes the baby from me and walks in the house slamming the door in my face . He late comes upstairs when I'm watching the baby while he's sleeping in his bassinet in our room . And he starts messing with me , and he pulls me out of bed and stands me up and he keeps asking " why did you hurt my son " and hen he chokes me from behind . And lifts me up in the air while he's doing it . And says "you're so dramatic and say I always choke you well now I did . Didn't I tell you if you hurt my son I'll hurt you ?" Then lightly taps my face twice , smiles and leaves the room . Now he's acting like everything is normal. Calling me babe again and joking with me . I guess it's normal to home your wife . Listen I'm a first time mom and I'm not perfect but I would never hurt my little boy . Ever . He is my entire world . I feel so horrible and responsible for what happened , because it was my fault . But my husband is never home . He always finds an excuse to leave and never spend time with the our son . Yet  he hits me the one time I make a very bad mistake ...