I do not feel I love my baby. I don't feel any attachment and do not want to continue my pregnancy. It was an accident from bc failure and I am not ready. I didn't get emotional hearing the heartbeat. I forget all the time that I'm pregnant until someone mentions it and I wish I weren't. I am so lost on what to do. SO will leave me if I choose to do anything other than keep it and I want him more than anything, we've been together for a few years now and I want a life with him but I am not ready for this commitment.