Mortifying/Devastating...has this happened to anyone else? :(

Most depressing arrival of AF ever. I was really in the mood and got my husband to do the deed with me and during it, he was like "uh oh I think I ripped you" and I said why and he was like "cuz you're bleeding". Ugh three parts of crumminess: I didn't get to finish the fun time I was waiting for all week, I embarrassed the hell out of myself cuz I get so embarrassed when he sees stuff like that, and the third and worst...I failed another cycle and I only have a couple left with clomid :'( :'( :'( bawling my eyes out for the last hour. Ugh ugh ugh