I am so hurt right now.... I know I never been the best of children and I understand I'm wrong sometimes. A couple of months ago I moved out of my parents home and with my boyfriend and his mother and brother... well about a month ago I was asked to come stay with my grandmother who desperately needs a surgery for a cist growing. The whole time I've been down here I've been made to feel like crap over my decision. Once speaking to my father a couple of nights ago about the actions of my boyfriend's mother and her behavior I decided to go home. Last night she starts on about how he's a piece of shit and this and that and how ill end up using the system just like his family and this and that. I walk away from her. I go into the room I've been staying in and sleep just know she came through the door back at it again, and I finally had enough and lashed back now I'm the piece of shit monster and she doesn't want me here... I'm so upset I'm hyperventilating I haven't done that since I was six years old...