Mommy is sad

Keara
Baby girl is sick and i have to give her anti biotics twice a day. She use to laugh, prefer me over her daddy since I'm with her more, play with me. Now she doesn't do any of that. She cries a lot with me and as soon as her dad comes to visit us, he grabs her and she plays and laughs but stare at me with no smile or a little smirck. My fiance told me he understands what I'm feeling because he would feel sad that she cries for me when he had her. But i don't think he does. I think he secretly likes that she likes him more. But I'm sad that I'm trying to do what's best for her and she don't like the meds. She cries when she had to take them and i think that's why she is mad at me... I just wish i could make her happy with me again... Im upset